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A collection of George MacDonald’s fairy tales, short stories, and novellas.

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the bed that drew her thither. She stood entranced.⁠— Could it be?⁠—It might be. Perhaps he had left it there while he went into her mamma’s room with something for her.⁠—The loveliest of dolls ever imagined! She drew nearer. The light was low, and the shadows were many: she could not be sure what it was. But when she had gone close up to it, she concluded with certainty that it was in very truth a doll⁠—perhaps intended for her⁠—but beyond doubt the most exquisite of dolls. She dragged a chair to the bed, got, up, pushed her little arms softly under it, and drawing it gently to her, slid down with it. When she felt her feet firm on the floor, filled with the solemn composure of holy awe she carried the gift of the child Jesus to the candle, that she might the better admire its beauty and know its preciousness. But the light had no sooner fallen upon it than a strange undefinable doubt awoke within her. Whatever it was, it was the very essence of loveliness⁠—the tiny darling with its alabaster face, and its delicately modelled hands and fingers! A long nightgown covered all the rest.⁠—Was it possible?⁠—Could it be?⁠—Yes, indeed! it must be⁠—it could be nothing else than a real baby! What a goose she had been! Of course it was baby Jesus himself!⁠—for was not this his very own Christmas Day on which he was always born?⁠—If she had felt awe of his gift before, what a grandeur of adoring love, what a divine dignity possessed her, holding in her arms the very child himself! One shudder of bliss passed through her, and in an agony of possession she clasped the baby to her great heart⁠—then at once became still with the satisfaction of eternity, with the peace of God. She sat down on the stool, near the little table, with her back to the candle, that its rays should not fall on the eyes of the sleeping Jesus and wake him: there she sat, lost in the very majesty of bliss, at once the mother and the slave of the Lord Jesus.

She sat for a time still as marble waiting for marble to awake, heedful as tenderest woman not to rouse him before his time, though her heart was swelling with the eager petition that he would ask his Father to be as good as chasten her. And as she sat, she began, after her wont, to model

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