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him when he comes out . My mind never swerved for an instant from this thought⁠—never swerved towards myself; never swerved towards her . Grief was numbed at my heart; and the consciousness of my own misery was numbed with grief. Death chills all before it⁠—and Death and my Thought were one.

Once, while I stood on the watch, a sharp agony of suspense tried me fiercely.

Just as I had calculated that the time was come which would force them to depart, in order to return to North Villa by the appointed hour, I heard the slow, heavy, regular tramp of a footstep advancing along the street. It was the policeman of the district going his round. As he approached the entrance to the mews he paused, yawned, stretched his arms, and began to whistle a tune. If Mannion should come out while he was there! My blood seemed to stagnate on its course, while I thought that this might well happen. Suddenly, the man ceased whistling, looked steadily up and down the street, and tried the door of a house near him⁠—advanced a few steps⁠—then paused again, and tried another door⁠—then

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