Raskolnikov went to the door, but she clutched him and gazed despairingly into his eyes. Her face worked with terror.
“Enough, mother,” said Raskolnikov, deeply regretting that he had come.
“Not forever, it’s not yet forever? You’ll come, you’ll come tomorrow?”
“I will, I will, goodbye.”
He tore himself away at last.
It was a warm, fresh, bright evening; it had cleared up in the morning. Raskolnikov went to his lodgings; he made haste. He wanted to finish all before sunset. He did not want to meet anyone till then.
Going up the stairs he noticed that Nastasya rushed from the samovar to watch him intently.
“Can anyone have come to see me?” he wondered.
He had a disgusted vision of Porfiry. But opening his door he saw Dounia. She was sitting alone, plunged in deep thought, and looked as though she had been waiting a long time. He stopped short in the doorway. She rose from the sofa in dismay and stood up facing him. Her eyes, fixed upon him, betrayed horror and infinite grief. And from those eyes alone he saw at once that she knew.
“Am I to come in or go away?” he asked uncertainly.
“I’ve been all day with Sofya Semyonovna. We were both waiting for you. We thought that you would be sure to come there.”
Raskolnikov went into the room and sank exhausted on a chair.
“I feel weak, Dounia, I am very tired; and I should have liked at this moment to be able to control myself.”