Thanks, dear my lord. Exit Polonius . O, my offence is rank, it smells to heaven; It hath the primal eldest curse uponāt, A brotherās murder. Pray can I not, Though inclination be as sharp as will: My stronger guilt defeats my strong intent; And, like a man to double business bound, I stand in pause where I shall first begin, And both neglect. What if this cursed hand Were thicker than itself with brotherās blood, Is there not rain enough in the sweet heavens To wash it white as snow? Whereto serves mercy But to confront the visage of offence? And whatās in prayer but this two-fold force, To be forestalled ere we come to fall, Or pardonād being down? Then Iāll look up; My fault is past. But, O, what form of prayer Can serve my turn? āForgive me my foul murderā? That cannot be; since I am still possessād Of those effects for which I did the murder, My crown, mine own ambition and my queen.
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