“And now, are you glad of me?” she asked.
“Yes! When I can forget the rest. When I can’t forget the rest, I want to get under the table and die.”
“Why under the table?”
“Why?” he laughed. “Hide, I suppose. Baby!”
“You do seem to have had awful experiences of women,” she said.
“You see, I couldn’t fool myself. That’s where most men manage. They take an attitude, and accept a lie. I could never fool myself. I knew what I wanted with a woman, and I could never say I’d got it when I hadn’t.”
“But have you got it now?”
“Looks as if I might have.”
“Then why are you so pale and gloomy?”
“Bellyful of remembering: and perhaps afraid of myself.”
She sat in silence. It was growing late.
“And you do think it’s important, a man and a woman?” she asked him.
“For me it is. For me it’s the core to my life: if I have a right relation with a woman.”
“And if you didn’t get it?”
“Then I’d have to do without.”
Again she pondered, before she asked: