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VI. Ash-Wednesday

Although I do not hope to turn again

Although I do not hope

Although I do not hope to turn

Wavering between the profit and the loss In this brief transit where the dreams cross The dreamcrossed twilight between birth and dying (Bless me father) though I do not wish to wish these things From the wide window towards the granite shore The white sails still fly seaward, seaward flying Unbroken wings

And the lost heart stiffens and rejoices In the lost lilac and the lost sea voices And the weak spirit quickens to rebel For the bent golden-rod and the lost sea smell Quickens to recover The cry of quail and the whirling plover And the blind eye creates The empty forms between the ivory gates And smell renews the salt savour of the sandy earth

This is the time of tension between dying and birth

The place of solitude where three dreams cross

Between blue rocks

But when the voices shaken from the yew-tree drift away

Let the other yew be shaken and reply.

Blessèd sister, holy mother, spirit of the fountain, spirit of the garden,

  • Suffer us not to mock ourselves with falsehood
  • Teach us to care and not to care
  • Teach us to sit still

Even among these rocks,

Our peace in His will

And even among these rocks

Sister, mother

  • And spirit of the river, spirit of the sea,
  • Suffer me not to be separated

And let my cry come unto Thee.

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