âLook. I sat at Willssonâs table tonight and played them like youâd play trout, and got just as much fun out of it. I looked at Noonan and knew he hadnât a chance in a thousand of living another day because of what I had done to him, and I laughed, and felt warm and happy inside. Thatâs not me. Iâve got hard skin all over whatâs left of my soul, and after twenty years of messing around with crime I can look at any sort of a murder without seeing anything in it but my bread and butter, the dayâs work. But this getting a rear out of planning deaths is not natural to me. Itâs what this place has done to me.â
She smiled too softly and spoke too indulgently:
âYou exaggerate so, honey. They deserve all they get. I wish you wouldnât look like that. You make me feel creepy.â
I grinned, picked up the glasses, and went out to the kitchen for more gin. When I came back she frowned at me over anxious dark eyes and asked:
âNow what did you bring the ice pick in for?â