âI am an idiot about such things,â she said. âWhen questioned publicly, like that, I am so embarrassed and also so fearful that I scarcely know what I say. I try to hide this by a curt manner and a bravado of speech, with the result that I get desperate and say anything that comes into my head, whether itâs the truth or not. I not only told untruths, but I contradicted myself, when witnessing, but I couldnât seem to help it. I lost control of my reasoning powers, and finally I felt my only safety was in denying it all. Forâ âand this was my greatest fearâ âI thought they might suspect that I killed Madeleine, if they knew I did burn the papers. Afterward, I would have confessed that I had testified wrongly, but I couldnât see how it would do any good.â
âNo,â said Rob slowly, âexcept to exonerate Marie of falsehood.â
Miss Morton set her lips together tightly, and seemed unwilling to pursue that subject.