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XVI

“It may be so, but he is stupid, ruined by play, and worn out by dissipation. It is really a nice match for you, so pretty, so fresh, and so intelligent.”

She inquired, smiling: “What have you against him?”

“I, nothing.”

“Yes, you have. He is not all that you say.”

“Nonsense. He is a fool and an intriguer.”

She turned round somewhat, leaving off looking into the water, and said: “Come, what is the matter with you?”

He said, as though a secret was being wrenched from the bottom of his heart: “I⁠—I⁠—am jealous of him.”

She was slightly astonished, saying: “You?”

“Yes, I.”

“Why so?”

“Because I am in love with you, and you know it very well, you naughty girl.”

She said, in a severe tone: “You are mad, Pretty-boy.”

He replied; “I know very well that I am mad. Ought I to have admitted that⁠—I, a married man, to you, a young girl? I am more than mad, I am guilty. I have no possible hope, and the thought of that drives me out of my senses. And when I hear it said that you are going to be married, I have fits of rage enough to kill someone. You must forgive me this, Susan.”

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