âNo, no,â cried Marianne, âmisery such as mine has no pride. I care not who knows that I am wretched. The triumph of seeing me so may be open to all the world. Elinor, Elinor, they who suffer little may be proud and independent as they likeâ âmay resist insult, or return mortificationâ âbut I cannot. I must feelâ âI must be wretchedâ âand they are welcome to enjoy the consciousness of it that can.â
âBut for my motherâs sake and mineâ ââ
âI would do more than for my own. But to appear happy when I am so miserableâ âoh, oh, who can require it?â
Again they were both silent. Elinor was employed in walking thoughtfully from the fire to the window, from the window to the fire, without knowing that she received warmth from one, or discerning objects through the other; and Marianne, seated at the foot of the bed, with her head leaning against one of its posts, again took up Willoughbyâs letter, and, after shuddering over every sentence, exclaimedâ â