“You mean—I’m so evidently helpless and defenceless? What a poor thing you must all think me! But women here seem not—seem never to feel the need: any more than the blessed in heaven.”
He lowered his voice to ask: “What sort of a need?”
“Ah, don’t ask me! I don’t speak your language,” she retorted petulantly.
The answer smote him like a blow, and he stood still in the path, looking down at her.
“What did I come for, if I don’t speak yours?”
“Oh, my friend—!” She laid her hand lightly on his arm, and he pleaded earnestly: “Ellen—why won’t you tell me what’s happened?”
She shrugged again. “Does anything ever happen in heaven?”
He was silent, and they walked on a few yards without exchanging a word. Finally she said: “I will tell you—but where, where, where? One can’t be alone for a minute in that great seminary of a house, with all the doors wide open, and always a servant bringing tea, or a log for the fire, or the newspaper! Is there nowhere in an American house where one may be by one’s self? You’re so shy, and yet you’re so public. I always feel as if I were in the convent again—or on the stage, before a dreadfully polite audience that never applauds.”
“Ah, you don’t like us!” Archer exclaimed.
They were walking past the house of the old Patroon, with its squat walls and small square windows compactly grouped about a central chimney. The shutters stood wide, and through one of the newly-washed windows Archer caught the light of a fire.
“Why—the house is open!” he said.