He let fall the scissors and paced restlessly away down the room.

ā€œI⁠—I tell you, Lavinia, I cannot endure it! I cannot! I cannot! The thought of what John may be bearing is driving me crazy! I must speak!ā€

ā€œYou⁠—you can’t!ā€ she gasped. ā€œAfter seven years! Dicky, for heaven’s sake⁠—!ā€ The colour ebbed and flowed in her cheeks.

ā€œI cannot continue any longer this living of a lie⁠—I have been feeling it more and more ever since⁠—ever since I met⁠—Jack⁠—that time on the road. And now I can no longer stand it. Everywhere I go I seem to see him⁠—looking at me⁠—you don’t understandā ā€”ā€

Lavinia cast aside her work.

ā€œNo! No! I do not! ’Pon rep., but you should have thought of this before, Dick!ā€

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