“What do you expect?”
“We’re going to see.”
“ Are we?” I said, and stared before me.
“You are tired,” he remarked. “You’d better take a walk this afternoon.”
“No,” I said obstinately; “I’m going to finish this brickwork.”
And I did, and insured myself a night of insomnia.
I don’t think I have ever had such a night. I had some bad times before my business collapse, but the very worst of those was sweet slumber compared to this infinity of aching wakefulness. I was suddenly in the most enormous funk at the thing we were going to do.