âThey hadnât found the papers. Theyâd got the oilskin packet with the blanks, and they were just mad! They didnât know whether I âd changed the papers, or whether Danvers had been carrying a dummy message, while the real one was sent another way. They spoke ofââ âshe closed her eyesâ ââtorturing me to find out!
âIâd never known what fearâ âreally sickening fearâ âwas before! Once they came to look at me. I shut my eyes and pretended to be still unconscious, but I was afraid theyâd hear the beating of my heart. However, they went away again. I began thinking madly. What could I do? I knew I wouldnât be able to stand up against torture very long.