Poor Mole found it difficult to get any words out between the upheavals of his chest that followed one upon another so quickly and held back speech and choked it as it came. âI know itâs aâ âshabby, dingy little place,â he sobbed forth at last brokenly: ânot likeâ âyour cosy quartersâ âor Toadâs beautiful hallâ âor Badgerâs great houseâ âbut it was my own little homeâ âand I was fond of itâ âand I went away and forgot all about itâ âand then I smelt it suddenlyâ âon the road, when I called and you wouldnât listen, Ratâ âand everything came back to me with a rushâ âand I wanted it!â âO dear, O dear!â âand when you wouldnât turn back, Rattyâ âand I had to leave it, though I was smelling it all the timeâ âI thought my heart would break.â âWe might have just gone and had one look at it, Rattyâ âonly one lookâ âit was close byâ âbut you wouldnât turn back, Ratty, you wouldnât turn back! O dear, O dear!â
Recollection brought fresh waves of sorrow, and sobs again took full charge of him, preventing further speech.