My throat is parched; everything dances red and black before my eyes, I stagger on doggedly and pitilessly and at last reach the dressing station.

There I drop down on my knees, but have still enough strength to fall on to the side where Kat’s sound leg is. After a few minutes I straighten myself up again. My legs and my hands tremble. I have trouble in finding my water bottle, to take a pull. My lips tremble as I try to think. But I smile⁠—Kat is saved.

After a while I begin to sort out the confusion of voices that falls on my ears.

“You might have spared yourself that,” says an orderly.

I look at him without comprehending.

He points to Kat. “He is stone dead.”

I do not understand him. “He has been hit in the shin,” I say.

The orderly stands still. “That as well.”

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