I remember how on our wedding-day he said: “Unless some solemn duty come upon me to go back to the bitter hours, asleep or awake, mad or sane.” There seems to be through it all some thread of continuity.⁠ ⁠… That fearful Count was coming to London.⁠ ⁠… If it should be, and he came to London, with his teeming millions.⁠ ⁠… There may be a solemn duty; and if it come we must not shrink from it.⁠ ⁠… I shall be prepared. I shall get my typewriter this very hour and begin transcribing. Then we shall be ready for other eyes if required. And if it be wanted; then, perhaps, if I am ready, poor Jonathan may not be upset, for I can speak for him and never let him be troubled or worried with it at all. If ever Jonathan quite gets over the nervousness he may want to tell me of it all, and I can ask him questions and find out things, and see how I may comfort him.

Mina Harker’s Journal.