āI didnāt quite dream; but it all seemed to be real. I only wanted to be here in this spotā āI donāt know why, for I was afraid of somethingā āI donāt know what. I remember, though I suppose I was asleep, passing through the streets and over the bridge. A fish leaped as I went by, and I leaned over to look at it, and I heard a lot of dogs howlingā āthe whole town seemed as if it must be full of dogs all howling at onceā āas I went up the steps. Then I had a vague memory of something long and dark with red eyes, just as we saw in the sunset, and something very sweet and very bitter all around me at once; and then I seemed sinking into deep green water, and there was a singing in my ears, as I have heard there is to drowning men; and then everything seemed passing away from me; my soul seemed to go out from my body and float about the air.
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