. I couldnât get that out of my conscience, no how nor no way. It got to troubling me so I couldnât rest; I couldnât stay still in one place. It hadnât ever come home to me before, what this thing was that I was doing. But now it did; and it stayed with me, and scorched me more and more. I tried to make out to myself that I warnât to blame, because I didnât run Jim off from his rightful owner; but it warnât no use, conscience up and says, every time, âBut you knowed he was running for his freedom, and you could a paddled ashore and told somebody.â That was soâ âI couldnât get around that noway. That was where it pinched. Conscience says to me, âWhat had poor Miss Watson done to you that you could see her nigger go off right under your eyes and never say one single word? What did that poor old woman do to you that you could treat her so mean? Why, she tried to learn you your book, she tried to learn you your manners, she tried to be good to you every way she knowed how. Thatâs what she done.â
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