The Barrys and Mrs. Lynde stayed with them that night. Diana, going to the east gable, where Anne was standing at her window, said gently:
āAnne dear, would you like to have me sleep with you tonight?ā
āThank you, Diana.ā Anne looked earnestly into her friendās face. āI think you wonāt misunderstand me when I say that I want to be alone. Iām not afraid. I havenāt been alone one minute since it happenedā āand I want to be. I want to be quite silent and quiet and try to realize it. I canāt realize it. Half the time it seems to me that Matthew canāt be dead; and the other half it seems as if he must have been dead for a long time and Iāve had this horrible dull ache ever since.ā