In the night she awakened, with the stillness and the darkness about her, and the recollection of the day came over her like a wave of sorrow. She could see Matthewâs face smiling at her as he had smiled when they parted at the gate that last eveningâ âshe could hear his voice saying, âMy girlâ âmy girl that Iâm proud of.â Then the tears came and Anne wept her heart out. Marilla heard her and crept in to comfort her.
âThereâ âthereâ âdonât cry so, dearie. It canât bring him back. Itâ âitâ âisnât right to cry so. I knew that today, but I couldnât help it then. Heâd always been such a good, kind brother to meâ âbut God knows best.â
âOh, just let me cry, Marilla,â sobbed Anne. âThe tears donât hurt me like that ache did. Stay here for a little while with me and keep your arm round meâ âso. I couldnât have Diana stay, sheâs good and kind and sweetâ âbut itâs not her sorrowâ âsheâs outside of it and she couldnât come close enough to my heart to help me. Itâs our sorrowâ âyours and mine. Oh, Marilla, what will we do without him?â