Miss Shepherd being the one pervading theme and vision of my life, how do I ever come to break with her? I canāt conceive. And yet a coolness grows between Miss Shepherd and myself. Whispers reach me of Miss Shepherd having said she wished I wouldnāt stare so, and having avowed a preference for Master Jonesā āfor Jones! a boy of no merit whatever! The gulf between me and Miss Shepherd widens. At last, one day, I meet the Misses Nettingallsā establishment out walking. Miss Shepherd makes a face as she goes by, and laughs to her companion. All is over. The devotion of a lifeā āit seems a life, it is all the sameā āis at an end; Miss Shepherd comes out of the morning service, and the Royal Family know her no more.
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