“This is not only for doctors. You have touched the great problem of modern life. No man can, today, see over the whole field of knowledge. The great Leibnitz was the last to whom this was possible.”
To be ignorant always, knowing one must die in ignorance. What was the use of going on? Life looked endless. Suddenly it would seem short. “Wait till you’re fifty and the years pass like weeks.” You would begin to see clearly all round you the things you could never do. Never go to Japan. Already it was beginning. No college. No wanderjahre . … Translating books might lead to wanderjahre .
“It’s certainly a book that ought to be translated.” At least there could be no more “Eminent men.” There might always be someone at work somewhere who would suddenly knock him down like a ninepin.
“Well you shall see. I will read you a passage from later, that you may judge whether you will care. I must tell you it deals of intimate matters. You must excuse.”
It was not only that he thought she might object. He also realised that the English reserves between them were being swept away. It was strange that a free Russian should have these sensibilities. He read his extract through, bringing it to a close in shaken tones, his features sensitively working.
Everyone ought to know. … It ought to be shouted from the housetops that a perfectly ordinary case leaves the patient sans connaissance et nageant dans le sang .
“It’s very interesting,” she said hurriedly, “but in English it would be condemned as unsuitable for general reading.”
“I thought that possible.”