âYes. But they wouldnât laugh sometimes, and then father cried. Lately, they very often wouldnât laugh, and he used to come home despairing. Fatherâs not like most. Those who didnât know him as well as I do, and didnât love him as dearly as I do, might believe he was not quite right. Sometimes they played tricks upon him; but they never knew how he felt them, and shrunk up, when he was alone with me. He was far, far timider than they thought!â
âAnd you were his comfort through everything?â
She nodded, with the tears rolling down her face. âI hope so, and father said I was. It was because he grew so scared and trembling, and because he felt himself to be a poor, weak, ignorant, helpless man (those used to be his words), that he wanted me so much to know a great deal, and be different from him. I used to read to him to cheer his courage, and he was very fond of that. They were wrong booksâ âI am never to speak of them hereâ âbut we didnât know there was any harm in them.â
âAnd he liked them?â said Louisa, with a searching gaze on Sissy all this time.