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Chapter XXXIV

the passage expecting you⁠—he will make it up.”

I have not much pride under such circumstances: I would always rather be happy than dignified; and I ran after him⁠—he stood at the foot of the stairs.

“Good night, St. John,” said I.

“Good night, Jane,” he replied calmly.

“Then shake hands,” I added.

What a cold, loose touch, he impressed on my fingers! He was deeply displeased by what had occurred that day; cordiality would not warm, nor tears move him. No happy reconciliation was to be had with him⁠—no cheering smile or generous word: but still the Christian was patient and placid; and when I asked him if he forgave me, he answered that he was not in the habit of cherishing the remembrance of vexation; that he had nothing to forgive, not having been offended.

And with that answer he left me. I would much rather he had knocked me down.

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