I felt good and all washed clean of sin for the first time I had ever felt so in my life, and I knowed I could pray now. But I didnāt do it straight off, but laid the paper down and set there thinkingā āthinking how good it was all this happened so, and how near I come to being lost and going to hell. And went on thinking. And got to thinking over our trip down the river; and I see Jim before me all the time: in the day and in the nighttime, sometimes moonlight, sometimes storms, and we a-floating along, talking and singing and laughing. But somehow I couldnāt seem to strike no places to harden me against him, but only the other kind. Iād see him standing my watch on top of hisān, āstead of calling me, so I could go on sleeping; and see him how glad he was when I come back out of the fog; and when I come to him again in the swamp, up there where the feud was; and suchlike times; and would always call me honey, and pet me and do everything he could think of for me, and how good he always was; and at last I struck the time I saved him by telling the men we had smallpox aboard, and he was so grateful, and said I was the best friend old Jim ever had in the world, and the only one heās got now; and then I happened to look around and see that paper.
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