I went and stood at her door. A frightened maid came out in haste and ran away to fetch some remedy. GeneviĆØve, sitting bolt upright, with crimson cheeks and glittering eyes, babbled incessantly and resisted Borisā gentle restraint. He called me to help. At my first touch she sighed and sank back, closing her eyes, and thenā āthenā āas we still bent above her, she opened them again, looked straight into Borisā faceā āpoor fever-crazed girl!ā āand told her secret. At the same instant our three lives turned into new channels; the bond that held us so long together snapped forever and a new bond was forged in its place, for she had spoken my name, and as the fever tortured her, her heart poured out its load of hidden sorrow. Amazed and dumb I bowed my head, while my face burned like a live coal, and the blood surged in my ears, stupefying me with its clamour. Incapable of movement, incapable of speech, I listened to her feverish words in an agony of shame and sorrow. I could not silence her, I could not look at Boris. Then I felt an arm upon my shoulder, and Boris turned a bloodless face to mine.
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