âWhat are you really doing here, Colonel Race?â I asked deliberately.
For a moment I thought he wasnât going to answer. He was clearly taken aback, though. At last he spoke, and his words seemed to afford him a grim amusement.
âPursuing ambition,â he said. âJust thatâ âpursuing ambition. You will remember, Miss Beddingfeld, that âby that sin fell the angels,â etc. â
âThey say,â I said slowly, âthat you are really connected with the governmentâ âthat you are in the secret service. Is that true?â
Was it my fancy, or did he hesitate for a fraction of a second before he answered?
âI can assure you, Miss Beddingfeld, that I am out here strictly as a private individual travelling for my own pleasure.â
Thinking the answer over later, it struck me as slightly ambiguous. Perhaps he meant it to be so.
We rejoined the car in silence. Halfway back to Bulawayo we stopped for tea at a somewhat primitive structure at the side of the road. The proprietor was digging in the garden and seemed annoyed at being disturbed. But he graciously promised to see what he could do. After an interminable wait he brought us some stale cakes and some lukewarm tea. Then he disappeared to his garden again.
No sooner had he departed than we were surrounded by cats. Six of them all meowing piteously at once. The racket was deafening. I offered them some pieces of cake. They devoured them ravenously. I poured all the milk there was into a saucer and they fought each other to get it.
âOh,â I cried indignantly, âtheyâre starved! Itâs wicked. Please, please, order some more milk and another plate of cake.â
Colonel Race departed silently to do my bidding. The cats had begun meowing again. He returned with a big jug of milk and the cats finished it all.
I got up with determination on my face.
âIâm going to take those cats home with usâ âI shanât leave them here.â
âMy dear child, donât be absurd. You canât carry six cats as well as fifty wooden animals round with you.â
âNever mind the wooden animals. These cats are alive. I shall take them back with me.â
âYou will do nothing of the kind.â I looked at him resentfully, but he went on: âYou think me cruelâ âbut one canât go through life sentimentalizing over these things. Itâs no good standing outâ âI shanât allow you to take them. Itâs a primitive country, you know, and Iâm stronger than you.â
I always know when I am beaten. I went down to the car with tears in my eyes.