âBut they do, Cynthia dear,â I said earnestly. âIâm sure you are mistaken. Look, there is Johnâ âand Miss Howardâ ââ
Cynthia nodded rather gloomily. âYes, John likes me, I think, and of course Evie, for all her gruff ways, wouldnât be unkind to a fly. But Lawrence never speaks to me if he can help it, and Mary can hardly bring herself to be civil to me. She wants Evie to stay on, is begging her to, but she doesnât want me, andâ âandâ âI donât know what to do.â Suddenly the poor child burst out crying.
I donât know what possessed me. Her beauty, perhaps, as she sat there, with the sunlight glinting down on her head; perhaps the sense of relief at encountering someone who so obviously could have no connection with the tragedy; perhaps honest pity for her youth and loneliness. Anyway, I leant forward, and taking her little hand, I said awkwardly:
âMarry me, Cynthia.â