âListen, Robert, dear. Let me tell you something. You wonât mind, will you? Donât have scenes with your young ladies. Try not to. Because you canât have scenes without crying, and then you pity yourself so much you canât remember what the other personâs said. Youâll never be able to remember any conversations that way. Just try and be calm. I know itâs awfully hard. But remember, itâs for literature. We all ought to make sacrifices for literature. Look at me. Iâm going to England without a protest. All for literature. We must all help young writers. Donât you think so, Jake? But youâre not a young writer. Are you, Robert? Youâre thirty-four. Still, I suppose that is young for a great writer. Look at Hardy. Look at Anatole France. He just died a little while ago. Robert doesnât think heâs any good, though. Some of his French friends told him. He doesnât read French very well himself. He wasnât a good writer like you are, was he, Robert? Do you think he ever had to go and look for material? What do you suppose he said to his mistresses when he wouldnât marry them? I wonder if he cried, too? Oh, Iâve just thought of something.â She put her gloved hand up to her lips. âI know the real reason why Robert wonât marry me, Jake. Itâs just come to me. Theyâve sent it to me in a vision in the CafĂŠ Select.
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