For some time he was silent, but he continued to meet my eyes. “What happened?”

It made me, the sound of the words, in which it seemed to me that I caught for the very first time a small faint quaver of consenting consciousness⁠—it made me drop on my knees beside the bed and seize once more the chance of possessing him. “Dear little Miles, dear little Miles, if you knew how I want to help you! It’s only that, it’s nothing but that, and I’d rather die than give you a pain or do you a wrong⁠—I’d rather die than hurt a hair of you. Dear little Miles”⁠—oh, I brought it out now even if I should

“It was I who blew it, dear!” said Miles.

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