He also remembered how Pamphilius had said to him that whenever he should come to them they would be glad to receive him.
“No, I have erred and suffered enough,” he said to himself. “I will renounce everything, and I will go to them and live as it says here.”
He communicated his plan to his wife, and she was delighted with his intention. She was ready for everything. The only thing left was to decide how to carry it into execution. What should they do with the children? Should they take them along or leave them with their grandmother? How could they take them? How, after the tenderness of their nurture, subject them to all the trials of an austere life? The slave-woman proposed to accompany them. But the mother was troubled about her children, and declared that it would be better to leave them with their grandmother, and go alone. And they both decided to do this.
All was determined, and nothing but Julius’ illness prevented its fulfilment.