First of all I suddenly, and for no reason whatever, plunged loudly and gratuitously into the general conversation. Above everything I wanted to pick a quarrel with the Frenchman; and, with that end in view I turned to the General, and exclaimed in an overbearing sort of wayâ âindeed, I think that I actually interrupted himâ âthat that summer it had been almost impossible for a Russian to dine anywhere at tables dâhĂ´te. The General bent upon me a glance of astonishment.
âIf one is a man of self-respect,â I went on, âone risks abuse by so doing, and is forced to put up with insults of every kind. Both at Paris and on the Rhine, and even in Switzerlandâ âthere are so many Poles, with their sympathisers, the French, at these tables dâhĂ´te that one cannot get a word in edgeways if one happens only to be a Russian.â
This I said in French. The General eyed me doubtfully, for he did not know whether to be angry or merely to feel surprised that I should so far forget myself.