âItâs not his love that Iâm afraid of,â she said hurriedly, for at this moment we heard the dip of a paddle in the water, âitâs something in his very soul that terrifies me in a way I have never been terrified beforeâ âyet fascinates me. In town I was hardly conscious of his presence. But the moment we got away from civilisation, it began to come. He seems soâ âso real up here. I dread being alone with him. It makes me feel that something must burst and tear its way outâ âthat he would do somethingâ âor I should do somethingâ âI donât know exactly what I mean, probablyâ âbut that I should let myself go and screamâ ââ
âJoan!â
âDonât be alarmed,â she laughed shortly; âI shanât do anything silly, but I wanted to tell you my feelings in case I needed your help. When I have intuitions as strong as this they are never wrong, only I donât know yet what it means exactly.â