The necessity of carrying on this dialogue (his part in which was very slow; mine very quick) in a low tone, that the house might not be disturbed at an unseasonable hour, did not improve my temper; though my passion was cooling down. Merely telling him that I should expect from him what I always had expected, and had never yet been disappointed in, I opened the door upon him, as if he had been a great walnut put there to be cracked, and went out of the house. But he slept out of the house too, at his motherâs lodging; and before I had gone many hundred yards, came up with me.
âYou know, Copperfield,â he said, in my ear (I did not turn my head), âyouâre in quite a wrong positionâ; which I felt to be true, and that made me chafe the more; âyou canât make this a brave thing, and you canât help being forgiven. I donât intend to mention it to mother, nor to any living soul. Iâm determined to forgive you. But I do wonder that you should lift your hand against a person that you knew to be so âumble!â