She was right touching his destination. He held as straight a course for the house of the dollsā dressmaker as the wisdom of his ancestors, exemplified in the construction of the intervening streets, would let him, and walked with a bent head hammering at one fixed idea. It had been an immoveable idea since he first set eyes upon her. It seemed to him as if all that he could suppress in himself he had suppressed, as if all that he could restrain in himself he had restrained, and the time had comeā āin a rush, in a momentā āwhen the power of self-command had departed from him. Love at first sight is a trite expression quite sufficiently discussed; enough that in certain smouldering natures like this manās, that passion leaps into a blaze, and makes such head as fire does in a rage of wind, when other passions, but for its mastery, could be held in chains. As a multitude of weak, imitative natures are always lying by, ready to go mad upon the next wrong idea that may be broachedā āin these times, generally some form of tribute to Somebody for something that never was done, or, if ever done, that was done by Somebody Elseā āso these less ordinary natures may lie by for years, ready on the touch of an instant to burst into flame.
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