âFalse pride!â repeated Eugene. âWhy, what else is it? The thing is worth nothing in itself. The thing is worth nothing to me. What can it be worth to me? You know the most I make of it. I propose to be of some use to somebodyâ âwhich I never was in this world, and never shall be on any other occasionâ âby paying some qualified person of your own sex and age, so many (or rather so few) contemptible shillings, to come here, certain nights in the week, and give you certain instruction which you wouldnât want if you hadnât been a self-denying daughter and sister. You know that itâs good to have it, or you would never have so devoted yourself to your brotherâs having it. Then why not have it: especially when our friend Miss Jenny here would profit by it too? If I proposed to be the teacher, or to attend the lessonsâ âobviously incongruous!â âbut as to that, I might as well be on the other side of the globe, or not on the globe at all. False pride, Lizzie. Because true pride wouldnât shame, or be shamed by, your thankless brother. True pride wouldnât have schoolmasters brought here, like doctors, to look at a bad case. True pride would go to work and do it.
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