With eagerness one turns toward the east, with angry impatience one marks the unchequered darkness; the crowing of a cock, that sound of glee during daytime, comes wailing and untuneableā āthe creaking of rafters, and slight stir of invisible insect is heard and felt as the signal and type of desolation. Clara, overcome by weariness, had seated herself at the foot of her cousinās bed, and in spite of her efforts slumber weighed down her lids; twice or thrice she shook it off; but at length she was conquered and slept. Idris sat at the bedside, holding Evelynās hand; we were afraid to speak to each other; I watched the starsā āI hung over my childā āI felt his little pulseā āI drew near the motherā āagain I receded. At the turn of morning a gentle sigh from the patient attracted me, the burning spot on his cheek fadedā āhis pulse beat softly and regularlyā ātorpor yielded to sleep. For a long time I dared not hope; but when his unobstructed breathing and the moisture that suffused his forehead, were tokens no longer to be mistaken of the departure of mortal malady, I ventured to whisper the news of the change to Idris, and at length succeeded in persuading her that I spoke truth.
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