âThere isâ âthere is,â answered the wretched woman, âdeep, black, damning guiltâ âguilt, that lies like a load at my breastâ âguilt, that all the penitential fires of hereafter cannot cleanse.â âYes, in these halls, stained with the noble and pure blood of my father and my brethrenâ âin these very halls, to have lived the paramour of their murderer, the slave at once and the partaker of his pleasures, was to render every breath which I drew of vital air, a crime and a curse.â
âWretched woman!â exclaimed Cedric. âAnd while the friends of thy fatherâ âwhile each true Saxon heart, as it breathed a requiem for his soul, and those of his valiant sons, forgot not in their prayers the murdered Ulricaâ âwhile all mourned and honoured the dead, thou hast lived to merit our hate and execrationâ âlived to unite thyself with the vile tyrant who murdered thy nearest and dearestâ âwho shed the blood of infancy, rather than a male of the noble house of Torquil Wolfganger should surviveâ âwith him hast thou lived to unite thyself, and in the hands of lawless love!â
âIn lawless hands, indeed, but not in those of love!â answered the hag; âlove will sooner visit the regions of eternal doom, than those unhallowed vaults.â âNo, with that at least I cannot reproach myselfâ âhatred to Front-de-Boeuf and his race governed my soul most deeply, even in the hour of his guilty endearments.â
âYou hated him, and yet you lived,â replied Cedric; âwretch! was there no poniardâ âno knifeâ âno bodkin!â âWell was it for thee, since thou didst prize such an existence, that the secrets of a Norman castle are like those of the grave. For had I but dreamed of the daughter of Torquil living in foul communion with the murderer of her father, the sword of a true Saxon had found thee out even in the arms of thy paramour!â