But how futile the whole thing was, how wet and miserable and vile! It must have been something like this in the trenches, only worse. What was that going past? A bottle, a Bass bottle with a screw stopper, bobbing about like an old man walking. Ha-ha! What would he do when he found Emily? What the devil would he do? Sink her again? But he had no anchor nowâ ânothing. Put her ashore on the Island? But somebody would find her. Take her out of the sackâ âthe incriminating sack? If she was found by herself, a mere body, in a nightdress.â ââ ⌠In a nightdress? The nightdress wouldnât do. She mustnât be found in a nightdress. He would have to get rid of that tooâ âthat and the sack. Then anyone might find her, and it would be a mystery. And Stephenâs storiesâ ââ ⌠Stephenâs stories about her levity and light conductâ âthey would come in useful. People like Mrs. Bantam would quite understand, now they knew what sort of person Emily had been. John realized with a sudden shame that he was feeling glad that Stephen had said those things.
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