In the light of this dreadful theory so many things were explainedâ âlittle odd things which had puzzled her and been forgottenâ âStephenâs surprising anxiety when Michael was born (and Emily disappeared), and that evening in the summer, when they had all been so silent and awkward together, and the drifting apart of Stephen and John, and Johnâs extraordinary evidence, and Stephenâs present depression. It was all so terribly clear, and the incidents of the poem so terribly fitted in. Margery moaned helplessly to herself, âOh, Stephen !â When he came in, she was almost sure.
It was curious that at first she thought nothing of Gelertâs illicit amours in the castle, the stealing of his own friendâs lady. That part of the poem, of course, was a piece of romantic imagination, with which she had no personal concern. But while she waited for Stephen, turning over the leaves once more, the thought did come to her, âIf one part is trueâ âwhy not all?â But this thought she firmly thrust out. She was sure of him in that way, at any rate. She flung a cushion over the manuscript and waited.