a better way. He knew quite certainly now that he would never own upâ ânot even if Margery was to die. He would never say a word to clear Johnâs character. He had a fairly clear idea now of what would happen. There would (he hoped) be no further proceedings; the evidence was too thin. All that John would suffer would be this local gossip and petty suspicion; and he would have to live that down. John would not mindâ âa good fellow, John. But if he did mind, if he ever showed signs of expecting to be cleared, if he ever suggested a confession or any rubbish of that sort, the answer would be simple: âReally, my dear John, the evidence is so strong against you that I donât really think I should be believed now if I said I did it. And you must remember, John, youâve anyhow sworn all sorts of things on your oath that youâd have to explain awayâ âthe Civil Service wouldnât like thatâ âperjury, you know. Of course, if you want me, Johnâ âbut I really think it would be better from your point of viewâ âI only want to do the best for
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