“After all, as we are to die together … and I am just as eager as you … yes, I have had enough of this life, you know. … Wait, don’t move, I will release you. … You have only one word to say: ‘ No! ’ And it will at once be over with everybody ! … You are right, you are right; why wait till eleven o’clock tomorrow evening? True, it would have been grander, finer. … But that is childish nonsense. … We should only think of ourselves in this life, of our own death … the rest doesn’t matter. … You’re looking at me because I am all wet? … Oh, my dear, it’s raining cats and dogs outside! … Apart from that, Christine, I think I am subject to hallucinations. … You know, the man who rang at the siren’s door just now—go and look if he’s ringing at the bottom of the lake-well, he was rather like. … There, turn round … are you glad? You’re free now. … Oh, my poor Christine, look at your wrists: tell me, have I hurt them? … That alone deserves death. … Talking of death, I must sing his requiem !”
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