āCurtis, dear,ā āā ⦠when is it all going to endā āyour speculating? You never used to be this way. It seems as though, nowadays, I never had you to myself. Even when you are not going over papers and reports and that, or talking by the hour to Mr. Gretry in the libraryā āeven when you are not doing all that, your mind seems to be away from meā ādown there in La Salle Street or the Board of Trade Building. Dearest, you donāt know. I donāt mean to complain, and I donāt want to be exacting or selfish, butā āsometimes Iā āI am lonesome. Donāt interrupt,ā she said, hastily. āI want to say it all at once, and then never speak of it again. Last night, when Mr. Gretry was here, you said, just after dinner, that you would be all through your talk in an hour. And I waited.ā āā ⦠I waited till eleven, and then I went to bed. Dear Iā āIā āI was lonesome. The evening was so long. I had put on my very prettiest gown, the one you said you liked so much, and you never seemed to notice. You told me Mr. Gretry was going by nine, and I had it all planned how we would spend the evening together.ā
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