I held her away from me in astonishment. For the first time in our lives we had changed places⁠—the resolution was all on her side, the hesitation all on mine. I looked into the pale, quiet, resigned young face⁠—I saw the pure, innocent heart, in the loving eyes that looked back at me⁠—and the poor worldly cautions and objections that rose to my lips dwindled and died away in their own emptiness. I hung my head in silence. In her place the despicably small pride which makes so many women deceitful would have been my pride, and would have made me deceitful too.

ā€œDon’t be angry with me, Marian,ā€ she said, mistaking my silence.

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