âWhenever you and I are together, Marian,â she said, âwe shall both be happier and easier with one another, if we accept my married life for what it is, and say and think as little about it as possible. I would tell you everything, darling, about myself,â she went on, nervously buckling and unbuckling the ribbon round my waist, âif my confidences could only end there. But they could notâ âthey would lead me into confidences about my husband too; and now I am married, I think I had better avoid them, for his sake, and for your sake, and for mine. I donât say that they would distress you, or distress meâ âI wouldnât have you think that for the world. Butâ âI want to be so happy, now I have got you back again, and I want you to be so happy tooâ ââ She broke off abruptly, and looked round the room, my own sitting-room, in which we were talking. âAh!â she cried, clapping her hands with a bright smile of recognition, âanother old friend found already! Your bookcase, Marianâ âyour dear-little-shabby-old-satinwood bookcaseâ âhow glad I am you brought it with you from Limmeridge! And the horrid heavy manâs umbrella, that you always would walk out with when it rained! And first and foremost of all, your own dear, dark, clever, gipsy-face, looking at me just as usual! It is so like home again to be here.
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