I felt, of course, at the time, that this temporising on my part would probably end in bringing Marian here in a state of virtuous indignation, banging doors. But then, the other course of proceeding might end in bringing Sir Percival here in a state of virtuous indignation, banging doors also, and of the two indignations and bangings I preferred Marianās, because I was used to her. Accordingly I despatched the letter by return of post. It gained me time, at all eventsā āand, oh dear me! what a point that was to begin with.
When I am totally prostrated (did I mention that I was totally prostrated by Marianās letter?) it always takes me three days to get up again. I was very unreasonableā āI expected three days of quiet. Of course I didnāt get them.