âHuman brains! Human knots of confusion!â he thought. âWhy canât we steal the calm vegetable clairvoyance of these great rooted lives?â
âI simply canât understand myself,â he thought. âWhy, after being so happy with Christie, should the idea of Bob Weevil, poor, lecherous little rat, have worried me so? And why didnât I make a scene with Gerdaâ âraise denials, anger, tears, reproaches? Why, instead of that, did I just muddy up my own wits?â
Still retaining his clasp of Gerdaâs wrist, he leaned forward and pressed his bare forehead against the trunk of the ash-tree.