âCanât you guess?â murmured Jason Otter. âIt was Iâ ââ ⌠Iâ ââ ⌠Iâ ââ ⌠Youâre surprised. Well, anyone would be. You wouldnât have thought of that, though you are Mr. Urquhartâs secretary and have come from a college! But you neednât look like that; for itâs true! Darnley sentimentalizes about his death, which was unfortunate, of course, but perfectly naturalâ âhe died of pneumonia, as any of us might!â âbut what drove me to distraction was this playing upon a personâs pity. He always did itâ âfrom the very first day. Darnley yielded to it at once, though he never liked the boy. I resisted it. I am of iron in these things. I know too much. But by degrees, canât you understand, though I didnât yield to it, it began to bother my mind. Pityâs the most cruel trap ever invented. You can see that, I suppose? Take it that there were only one unhappy person left, why, it might spoil all the delight in the world! That is why Iâd like to kill pityâ âwhy Iâd like to make people see what madness it is.â
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