Staring at those turf-covered bastions, and drawing into his lungs lovely breathings from damp moss and cold primroses—breathings that seemed to float up and down that valley on airy journeys of their own—he found himself gathering his mental resources together so as to face with a concentrated spirit whatever awaited him in these pleasant places. … “Christ is not a man; He never was a man,” he thought. “And He will be more than a god when God is dead. … Three church-towers … three. Ramsgard … King’s Barton … Blacksod … it’s quaint to think that I’ve absolutely no idea what I shall be feeling when I touch with my hand the masonry of those three towers … or what people I shall know! I hope I shall find some girl who’ll let me make love to her … tall and slim and white! I’d like her to be very white … with a tiny little mole, like Imogen’s, upon her left breast. … I’d like to make love to her out-of-doors … among elder-bushes … among elder-bushes and herb-Robert. …”
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